you said you’d always be there
until i need you
and realized
you were never
really there
at all.
Tag: toronto
grace
her beauty
predisposed her
to disaster
but what a beautiful
chaos
she created.
down with the ship
when you left
i was convinced
that my soul
was a sinking
ship.
beneath the stars
in the midst of the chaos
i closed my eyes
and watched the stars bloom slowly
through the darkness–
and in this moment
i knew
i would be
okay.
sleeping sickness
you came back,
now spend my nights
wondering
if you are in love
or just scared
of being
alone.
total darkness
i felt the kind of lost
you only feel
when the light
at the end of the tunnel
goes out.
scorched earth
when you left
you left no memories untainted;
nothing grows here anymore
and nothing ever will.
wandering away
my fears
took me so
far
from where
i wanted
to be.
deception
you made me feel
loved
so you
could feel
wanted.
soundless
i loved you
until you told me to stop,
then i hated myself
for loving you
still.