every place i go
i leave another place behind–
i’ve been running from myself
and losing everyone
in the process.
Tag: recovery
a distant nostalgia
tonight i am overwhelmed
by existence
how a moment can be so far
and feel so close
time passes by
and you can never quite
catch
the moments
that matter.
invisible
it is hard to love yourself
when you feel lost
and don’t
know who
you are.
waiting game
at what point
do you stop waiting
on them
and just
let go?
when the party’s over
grief numbed
by fleeting pleasures
left her empty
and looking for something
she’d lost
long ago.
in bloom
relationships die
when there is
no space
left
to grow.
never better
they make you
weak
then they
blame you
for breaking.
finding home
home
is not
a piece of land
but a place
you hold
in your heart.
holding on
ordered chaos
is still chaos,
and some days
it consumes
me.
changes
you didn’t want me
to be better–
you wanted me
to be
someone else.